Try To Forget Everythings...

Yooo~~~

august 15 i back to JB,untill august 18 bck to KL

hmm...i bck wit THF AhSeng,well...he's a nice person,not bad,if i know him longer..i think he oso a crazy,funny pplXD

when i reach JB,i straigh bck to home shower then went to City Square,to meet my frnz.
when jolene saw me,her eyes was tear,XD maybe she surprise,coz i din tell her,haha!!!stupid!!!

after my brothers,chao,blackiiez,xiaoanz,they reach...we watched movie GI.Joe...nt bad~

nights...we go to clubbing!!!huhuuu!!!i love nitex life~that's me!at KL i less go out at night,damn mother fucking boring!!!

hais...i tot this time i go back i can hang out wit her,but she juz have no time...i dono wat she busying oso...

nvm la...its ok,well...now im the craziest,funniest,stupid duper AhJo0o!!!say my name!!!

i miss my HM family alot
miss my mum and dad
and her...

Dissapoited...

u lied me again and again...why u did this to me?

i was juz wake up,then see my phone gt msg...

my frnz send to me (joo...u gg liao lah) im feel so weird.so i call him

he said she gt BF ody!!!wtf?i don believe at him...but its true

so i msg her asking...she oso tell me she gt BF...my heart was broken....

u told me b4...want me come back to JB and 2gether wit u!!!u said u can wait me!!!

then why u did this to me???if u cant do it...so please stop give me any hope!!!

this is my 1st time get cheated...its really hurt!

and u're the one who hurt me so deep...i"ll remember u...

well...i will take some time to forget it!!!from now i wanted to be happy...don think too much

just a girl...outside still have many...back to yourself!!!do the happy AhJo0o!!!!

funniest!!!craziest!!!stupid AhJo0o!!! god damn u forever NQY!!!o0o!!!

i still have many frnz support behind me!!!...

Jolene,Xuanxuan,Chaochibi,xiaoanz,happy,Lele,Mong!!!

hais...and my mum call me today...i tell her i wanted bck to JB~

at KL i really cant live,everythings at here is very expensive!!! i hate it!!!

my money also almost finish ody... = =" fuck sial!

wat can i do?my mum don let me back to JB.... T.T

for wat i back???facing the BITCH??? hahaha XD for what facing her? screw her la~

i miz HM JB alot...
my brothers...
my mum and dad...
my computer...
my bed...
City Square...
Dolce!!!

and...i miss NQY so much...
well,i try to forget u...bless u wit that boy can stay longer and happines...
remember my words...protect yourself,don get cheated by boy...
love you.

会来得及吗？

今天下午睡醒不久后，妈妈就打电话给我了很
问我吃饱了吗。在哪里啊。水喝多一点。习惯吗。
然后叫我八月尾回去JB拿IC。因为我的IC那时在JB做了～
晚上后，阿姨放工回家就问我你要读什么科目？
我就说我想做DJ读multimedia。或者editor。她就说读这种很难找工啦～
我就考虑了一下咯。then她就说你的spm的文凭有拿过来吗？我说没有
留在JB了，月尾回去JB的时候才拿来这里。

hais...回去JB拿了所有东西，就开始再找过学校了～
一旦找到了就要留在这边了。好快好快...

then昨天我就去Sunway Pyramid找fizmo,jaymiie and David...
找他们lepak咯。去Gasonline吃东西then走走一下就去starbuck。
在starbuck的时候想到大黑，阿超，因为在JB都跟他们去喝～
在KL喝少了他们感觉到很lonely～没有亲切感。
来找他们没有超过4个小时罢了。我就花了rm130块==
taxi费来回都已经60快了，吃东西。starbuck。香烟。电话钱==
好贵。到了晚上阿姨就给了我一个50快。yiipiii~~~

hais...最近的你很忙。不知道是逃避我还是什么。可能是我想多了。算了啦

那天跟你sms你说你会等我的。听到这句话好开心哦。好想哭==
我也会等你的^^希望你也别放弃 Love Ya~
加油吧AhJo0o...你是最棒的！XD never give up

开始新生活。。。

星期5.7月31号
一点半我叫了HM的队员们在CS见面～
hmm...在cs也没有东西做，走走咯，抽烟，看排球比赛= =
不过那天很开心，到了晚上就去dolce了。。。
一开始很好玩的！我很high！哈哈。。。
可是和太多酒了～不知道做么，dolce要关时我的kit开始来了。
哭到好惨。这个抱那个抱。。。我好随便哦，随便让人乱抱 XD
hais。。。那时候dolce很暗，我眼睛也很模糊了～我知道每个人都有哭了 T_T
aduii。。。好感动哦，看到各位brother还有HM family都有来这个欢送会～

我永远不会忘记你们的！！！等我回来呗～


hais...想不到这次我真的选择了离开，真的好舍不得所有的朋友，HM家庭，还有她哦～
不过有什么办法呢，既然选择了这步就往下走呗～
在这里呢。。。我什么都要从新开始，结交新朋友，适应新环境～
在我on the way来KL时，你寄了一封信息给我，
（我要你留下来，然后跟我在一起，不过这个是不可能的，就当我没说过吧）
我很想留下来，可是。。。
你讲的话是真的吗？hais...真的放心不下你，每次都让人担心～
你叫我9.30am叫你起床，aduiii...我有醒来的，可是我看还早就不要打给你先，
结果就。。。睡下去咯，不会起来了，当我起来时已经是。。。hmm???嘿嘿~ XD
你给我点时间好吗？等我回来...如果你累了，你要跟我讲。

还有。。。下午的时候阿姨带我还有姐姐去shopping。
我不懂要买什么叻～后来经过hush puppies的店有offer。。。
就去里面买了两件四角裤还有袜子 XD。。。RM49.70

then就去吃东西。吃了再去买我的日常用品，买了conditioner还有shower foam~
然后就载姐姐回家咯，then就塞车塞啊塞就到家了～

就这样先吧～还有NQY... i love you...muackz